Chilled Out Update

This week I was able to make a list of everything that has bothered me and brought me to this point. It was a tangled list, a lot of it is up in my head. There are some things I can talk to people about. The rest? I will talk out to a neutral person and put them behind me.

It all bundled into a I'm not needed, I screw up and run away from myself and I can't deal with having one hand. I have to face things head on and believe me,

I AM.

I've got a firm grip on myself and I am not letting go.